The Noizy Tribe!!
While i listen to this awesome song by MOVE, i think back on the fun things that happened today. Lotsa fun watching Hitch with chea hui, lotsa fun having dinner with some old classmates, and their old classmates before we were shifted to the same 'elite' class.
The computer downstairs restarted twice for no good reason. I know something bad is gonna happen. My dad was fairly unconcerned about it. "Just use the comp later then", and yet if it happens when he was using it, he's gonna put me thru hell. And hell will freeze over if i know what happened anyway.
Oh well, i had dinner with a bunch of fun people though. The best part, only another guy, and a total of four (4) good looking lasses. One is definitely attached, two are confirmed single. The unknown, i do not know well. But well, my long lost friend, Jun, is one of them. Sweet, petite, lotsa of talk, and the ultra youthfulness in her, ah, i feel almost like an outdated piece of junk. I brought my dad's Canon EOS out, used up the last 10 shots, took more pics of her than anything else, and yeah, basically planned out our next meeting.
Fortunately/Unfortunately, she went off early to bed. After a bad car accident in which she dozed off while driving throught a jam, well, basically her parents insist on more sleep. I would too. I think she's been so overworked, that i feel a bit of pain. The feeling of loss, when u watch a perfect flower wither. What could describe that excruciation? Oh well, maybe i am going overboard. But all the same, i am concerned, if not worried. Without any extra motives or emotions of course. How could anyone think otherwise.
Watched Hitch, such a true but sad movie. Most ppl are such pathetic beings they rely on a date doctor to make things happen. That one step, the one that most guys cant cross, and those who do, make it. To meet a stranger, to step forward and calmly approach a lady with flaire and style~
Argh, i didnt know its already Good Friday. Wonder what's so 'good' about it. Biblical history is published with so much agenda, tweaking and biasness, that it is definitely beyond the odds of even making a good historical narrative. It probably the most biased and unscrupulous story book man ever published. If not, why arent the other gnostic gospels published? What is verified as truth or fact? What has been verified beyond doubt from multiple sources of historical records? After reading the Da Vinci Code and pondering upon these questions, i come to the conclusion that, what can be true, and contradictory to the Church's teaching and dogma, are definitely edited out of all version's of the catholic church's and therefore most of the standard editions of the bible. So i guess, if we cant even seek historical truth, why bother with seeking the 'truth'? We arent even truthful with ourselves and our followers, our believers. We cant even stand up and stick fast to our morals, and our codes of conduct (let me cite the example of my catholic and methodist friends who got their girlfriends pregnant at age 18 and married soon after). The churches do not condemn such an act and such sinners. Instead, they say, the act is condemned. But u cannot condemn ppl for their acts. So should we say, murder is bad, but the murderer should NOT in any case be condemned, and should not be branded as such or punished as he is? What exactly does condemnation consist of then?
Furthermore, i find that, the so called act of accepting them and allowing a church wedding really a faltering stand. So we are saying, no prob, hey, we'll still accept you and let you have a church wedding? What is the deterrent? Shame sure damn well is not. Neither is moral education. or sex eduaction for that matter. Parental control? forget it. Punishment for such so called sins? Nah, we cant punish or judge other men, right? So what is sin and is there any punishment at all? Is there regret and pain in such "sin"? I think not. It seems plainly that the churches, whether catholic or protestant, are just condoning such acts indirectly. For my friends in those example, yeah, i know, maybe u made a mistake and u put it behind u (and maybe it was a mistake u enjoyed thoroughly, and probably loved and thanked urselves for making), i am sorry for using u in my so called lifelong argument and reasoning against the religion i once loved and believed in.
If even you guys are not punished and denounced, then i do think, there is definitely no big deal with burning down the churches, assassinating the popes (i mean, ur own ppl and clergy do that so often anyway) or just plain speaking out against church doctrine and corruption. I also think that ur God is probably 1) Asleep, 2) Slacking, 3) Unjust, if awake, or 4) Dead or 5) a figment of your imagination. From what i see, God is probably as real as cocaine and Unreal.
Not unless we who believe carry out his laws and live according to his ways, should we progress. If this is one premise, then i think, we have failed miserably in progressing. If we assume that God does punish, then i think it sure is well delayed or written off through forgiveness. J-san, if u think otherwise, and u believe so strongly, i do recommend u take a look around. Look at the corruption from within. The dependency. U have softened. U have weakened. I think you are no longer strong. U have lost that fire. I am not saying u cant. But i think, u could still have been stronger.
Angels have a good reason to oppose God and rebel i guess. I think many see enough to know about the kind of atrocities he allows his church and its believers. Neither does he save many in times of need. Slaughter is allowed. The inquisition, the Crusades. ah, how forgiving are his followers and believers. ah how comforting it is to know about his kindness in the Holocaust. I do believe many are 'delivered', straight to the doorsteps of hell. hell yeah. =)
I was always wondering the ending of Angel's and Demons. If i was Robert Langdon, i'd have been a righteous man, an upright and honest man, and delivered the tape to the media, just as Max Kohler had ordered, and have the church crumble, have the faithful wake up. Lose hope? my ass. ppl will just find something else to depend on mentally and worship some other statue. We should not make unto ourselves any graven image (and the crucifix doesnt count, neither does mary, neither do photos of christ, and neither are Da Vinci's paintings. And neither are the large crosses or signs. uh yeah. i believe u. NOT!!
oh well, time to end off, to show that i m not just church hater, i'd say, church ppl are kinda likeable. Cos they are so dam naive and dependent on an imaginary entity responsible for every lucky experience as miracles, and for every unfortunate incident as "God's test for us".
I'd gladly welcome the big big dragon. Let's see if it wins instead.
The computer downstairs restarted twice for no good reason. I know something bad is gonna happen. My dad was fairly unconcerned about it. "Just use the comp later then", and yet if it happens when he was using it, he's gonna put me thru hell. And hell will freeze over if i know what happened anyway.
Oh well, i had dinner with a bunch of fun people though. The best part, only another guy, and a total of four (4) good looking lasses. One is definitely attached, two are confirmed single. The unknown, i do not know well. But well, my long lost friend, Jun, is one of them. Sweet, petite, lotsa of talk, and the ultra youthfulness in her, ah, i feel almost like an outdated piece of junk. I brought my dad's Canon EOS out, used up the last 10 shots, took more pics of her than anything else, and yeah, basically planned out our next meeting.
Fortunately/Unfortunately, she went off early to bed. After a bad car accident in which she dozed off while driving throught a jam, well, basically her parents insist on more sleep. I would too. I think she's been so overworked, that i feel a bit of pain. The feeling of loss, when u watch a perfect flower wither. What could describe that excruciation? Oh well, maybe i am going overboard. But all the same, i am concerned, if not worried. Without any extra motives or emotions of course. How could anyone think otherwise.
Watched Hitch, such a true but sad movie. Most ppl are such pathetic beings they rely on a date doctor to make things happen. That one step, the one that most guys cant cross, and those who do, make it. To meet a stranger, to step forward and calmly approach a lady with flaire and style~
Argh, i didnt know its already Good Friday. Wonder what's so 'good' about it. Biblical history is published with so much agenda, tweaking and biasness, that it is definitely beyond the odds of even making a good historical narrative. It probably the most biased and unscrupulous story book man ever published. If not, why arent the other gnostic gospels published? What is verified as truth or fact? What has been verified beyond doubt from multiple sources of historical records? After reading the Da Vinci Code and pondering upon these questions, i come to the conclusion that, what can be true, and contradictory to the Church's teaching and dogma, are definitely edited out of all version's of the catholic church's and therefore most of the standard editions of the bible. So i guess, if we cant even seek historical truth, why bother with seeking the 'truth'? We arent even truthful with ourselves and our followers, our believers. We cant even stand up and stick fast to our morals, and our codes of conduct (let me cite the example of my catholic and methodist friends who got their girlfriends pregnant at age 18 and married soon after). The churches do not condemn such an act and such sinners. Instead, they say, the act is condemned. But u cannot condemn ppl for their acts. So should we say, murder is bad, but the murderer should NOT in any case be condemned, and should not be branded as such or punished as he is? What exactly does condemnation consist of then?
Furthermore, i find that, the so called act of accepting them and allowing a church wedding really a faltering stand. So we are saying, no prob, hey, we'll still accept you and let you have a church wedding? What is the deterrent? Shame sure damn well is not. Neither is moral education. or sex eduaction for that matter. Parental control? forget it. Punishment for such so called sins? Nah, we cant punish or judge other men, right? So what is sin and is there any punishment at all? Is there regret and pain in such "sin"? I think not. It seems plainly that the churches, whether catholic or protestant, are just condoning such acts indirectly. For my friends in those example, yeah, i know, maybe u made a mistake and u put it behind u (and maybe it was a mistake u enjoyed thoroughly, and probably loved and thanked urselves for making), i am sorry for using u in my so called lifelong argument and reasoning against the religion i once loved and believed in.
If even you guys are not punished and denounced, then i do think, there is definitely no big deal with burning down the churches, assassinating the popes (i mean, ur own ppl and clergy do that so often anyway) or just plain speaking out against church doctrine and corruption. I also think that ur God is probably 1) Asleep, 2) Slacking, 3) Unjust, if awake, or 4) Dead or 5) a figment of your imagination. From what i see, God is probably as real as cocaine and Unreal.
Not unless we who believe carry out his laws and live according to his ways, should we progress. If this is one premise, then i think, we have failed miserably in progressing. If we assume that God does punish, then i think it sure is well delayed or written off through forgiveness. J-san, if u think otherwise, and u believe so strongly, i do recommend u take a look around. Look at the corruption from within. The dependency. U have softened. U have weakened. I think you are no longer strong. U have lost that fire. I am not saying u cant. But i think, u could still have been stronger.
Angels have a good reason to oppose God and rebel i guess. I think many see enough to know about the kind of atrocities he allows his church and its believers. Neither does he save many in times of need. Slaughter is allowed. The inquisition, the Crusades. ah, how forgiving are his followers and believers. ah how comforting it is to know about his kindness in the Holocaust. I do believe many are 'delivered', straight to the doorsteps of hell. hell yeah. =)
I was always wondering the ending of Angel's and Demons. If i was Robert Langdon, i'd have been a righteous man, an upright and honest man, and delivered the tape to the media, just as Max Kohler had ordered, and have the church crumble, have the faithful wake up. Lose hope? my ass. ppl will just find something else to depend on mentally and worship some other statue. We should not make unto ourselves any graven image (and the crucifix doesnt count, neither does mary, neither do photos of christ, and neither are Da Vinci's paintings. And neither are the large crosses or signs. uh yeah. i believe u. NOT!!
oh well, time to end off, to show that i m not just church hater, i'd say, church ppl are kinda likeable. Cos they are so dam naive and dependent on an imaginary entity responsible for every lucky experience as miracles, and for every unfortunate incident as "God's test for us".
I'd gladly welcome the big big dragon. Let's see if it wins instead.
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