The sounds of your heart, and mine...
ah. my blog. my sweet sweet blog. tonight, another night of sleeplessness. chatting heart to heart with a very sweet gal. my fren online, who just came out of a tragic relationship. i finally, and with honour, learnt the story behind the previous rumors surrounding her and her rumoured guy.
anyway, i m glad she trusts me so much to tell me this much. abt how he n her broke off and ended on bad terms, and why they are still like strangers after so long. sure he felt betrayed, but it seemed he felt nothing when betraying the feelings of someone who loved him dearly.
ah, when u need her, u cuddle up, u go after, u really seem to love her. when u dont need her, she cant even see ur trace. when a new guy comes after her, u get all funny and u get into a shouting match with her, cos she's quiet, shy and doesnt like to argue with u? u bully. death to u!! and i thought better of u. i shall stop here with the flame. since i am no alchemist.
Anyway, the long of the short is, i get to chat with the lady who once loved you, and i once held u in high respect. maybe not as much now. But i believe it is not anyone's fault. u were frustrated too. i understand. but learn some self-control, some understanding, and some flair?
Well, by now, i gather that i should stop. cos i gave her the url for this blog. hopefully she doesnt find it offensive. its like broadcasting some things i take as being entrusted to me, for some degree of secrecy. I enjoy being trusted, and i enjoy trusting. Why did i chat with her and divulged so much? so much of my junk philosophy, so much rubbish that would have let ppl think -> this guy belongs in a mental institution.
Today, as usual, i want to post some lyrics about a song i had in mind. however, i m still trying hard to find the lyrics for that song by orange range, ishin denshin. kinda like my new favourite.
Cute and funky, the song really catches my feel. somehow. i feel like i could make more contact. but back to reality. a slow net speed. bad leeching facilities. ah. how long more will this go on. and i just completed this DIY cabinet ordered from carrefour. hopefully it wont collapse a few days later.
anyway. here it is - ishin denshin, which basically means telepathy (heart to heart)
ishin denshin
Lyrics & Music : ORANGE RANGE
hanareteru ki ga shinai ne kimi to boku to no kyori
me wo tsubutte ite mo kimi no koe de wakaru hyoujou
kimi ni aenai kara utsumuiteru
demo mae muki ni koto wo kangaeteru
sonna toki mo onaji sora no shita de sugoshiteru
sugu ni mata aeru
datte itsu mo bokura wa tsungatte iru n da
I don't feel that we're seperated, with the distance between us
Even if I shut my eyes, I know your expression from your voice
I hang my head because I can't be with you
But I think positively
In times like that, we pass beneath the same sky
We'll see each other again soon
But we're always connected to one another
bokura wa itsu mo ishin denshin futari no kyori tsunagu terepashii
koi nante nana korobi ya oki yasashii kaze hora egao ni kaete
hanareteta tte ishin denshin damatteta tte wakaru kimochi
omoi yo todoke kimi no moto ni mirai ni tsunaideku shingou wa ai no messeeji
The distance between us is always bridged by telepathy
Love is getting up after a fall; look, the gentle wind is changing into a smile
Being seperated with telepathy; we're silent, and understand each other's feelings
Reach out, my feelings, to where you are; connected to the future, the signal is a message of love
kono hiroi unabara koe
onaji toki wo sugoshite
kono omoi yokaze ni nose
hiza wo daku kimi ni todoke
Crossing the vast sea
Passing the same time
Putting my feelings on the night wind
Holding my knees, let them reach you
kimi ni aenakute mo daijoubu
sou, mae muki ni koto wo kangaeteru
hanaretete mo onaji sora no shita de sugoshiteru
sugu ni mata aeru
datte itsu mo bokura wa tsungatteru n da
It's alright, even if I can't be with you
That's right, I think positively
Even though we're apart, we're passing beneath the same sky
We'll see each other again soon
But we're always connected to one another
bokura wa itsu mo ishin denshin futari no kyori tsunagu terepashii
koi nante nana korobi ya oki yasashii kaze hora egao ni kaete
hanareteta tte ishin denshin damatteta tte wakaru kimochi
omoi yo todoke kimi no moto ni mirai ni tsunaideku shingou wa ai no messeeji
The distance between us is always bridged by telepathy
Love is getting up after a fall; look, the gentle wind is changing into a smile
Being seperated with telepathy; we're silent, and understand each other's feelings
Reach out, my feelings, to where you are; connected to the future, the signal is a message of love
How sweet. how nice. if only we all have that someone who understands us as though we had telepathy. oh well, we just cant have everything, can we? i for one, will just learn to be content with what i have now, and hope that 'she' will come along sooner or later. maybe later. i dunno. i've decided to post another song, but later. hana, by orange range i found that song rather sentimental, and rather touching. warming. it speaks to the me inside.
Its like a sacrificial love that goes unnoticed. but well, that might be just my own interpretation of the feel of the music. more than anything else. the lyrics arent that extreme of course.
Now i m feeling stressed to the limit. no slacking. work hard to the final stride, and perhaps, next semester or next 5 subjects could be free. on a scholarship. yeah. and that would save me precious thousands of ringgit. hopefully the end of this year i will get to follow my dad on his trip to reno, nevada for his business meeting. If i do get the chance to go, it will really be my first trip to somewhere on the northern hemisphere. I've been to the southern half of the globe, but that was when i was only 8, how could i remember much? nothing really left any impact. or most of it seems lost somehow. cant remember anything. ah. pathetic me.
wrapping up, i really thank her for trusting me, and accepting my painful honesty. I know, low EQ. that's just me. typical me. but really, thank you for chatting with me, for so long. i shouldnt continue, at least not when listening to tracks from the anime "beyond the clouds, the promised place".
anyway, i m glad she trusts me so much to tell me this much. abt how he n her broke off and ended on bad terms, and why they are still like strangers after so long. sure he felt betrayed, but it seemed he felt nothing when betraying the feelings of someone who loved him dearly.
ah, when u need her, u cuddle up, u go after, u really seem to love her. when u dont need her, she cant even see ur trace. when a new guy comes after her, u get all funny and u get into a shouting match with her, cos she's quiet, shy and doesnt like to argue with u? u bully. death to u!! and i thought better of u. i shall stop here with the flame. since i am no alchemist.
Anyway, the long of the short is, i get to chat with the lady who once loved you, and i once held u in high respect. maybe not as much now. But i believe it is not anyone's fault. u were frustrated too. i understand. but learn some self-control, some understanding, and some flair?
Well, by now, i gather that i should stop. cos i gave her the url for this blog. hopefully she doesnt find it offensive. its like broadcasting some things i take as being entrusted to me, for some degree of secrecy. I enjoy being trusted, and i enjoy trusting. Why did i chat with her and divulged so much? so much of my junk philosophy, so much rubbish that would have let ppl think -> this guy belongs in a mental institution.
Today, as usual, i want to post some lyrics about a song i had in mind. however, i m still trying hard to find the lyrics for that song by orange range, ishin denshin. kinda like my new favourite.
Cute and funky, the song really catches my feel. somehow. i feel like i could make more contact. but back to reality. a slow net speed. bad leeching facilities. ah. how long more will this go on. and i just completed this DIY cabinet ordered from carrefour. hopefully it wont collapse a few days later.
anyway. here it is - ishin denshin, which basically means telepathy (heart to heart)
ishin denshin
Lyrics & Music : ORANGE RANGE
hanareteru ki ga shinai ne kimi to boku to no kyori
me wo tsubutte ite mo kimi no koe de wakaru hyoujou
kimi ni aenai kara utsumuiteru
demo mae muki ni koto wo kangaeteru
sonna toki mo onaji sora no shita de sugoshiteru
sugu ni mata aeru
datte itsu mo bokura wa tsungatte iru n da
I don't feel that we're seperated, with the distance between us
Even if I shut my eyes, I know your expression from your voice
I hang my head because I can't be with you
But I think positively
In times like that, we pass beneath the same sky
We'll see each other again soon
But we're always connected to one another
bokura wa itsu mo ishin denshin futari no kyori tsunagu terepashii
koi nante nana korobi ya oki yasashii kaze hora egao ni kaete
hanareteta tte ishin denshin damatteta tte wakaru kimochi
omoi yo todoke kimi no moto ni mirai ni tsunaideku shingou wa ai no messeeji
The distance between us is always bridged by telepathy
Love is getting up after a fall; look, the gentle wind is changing into a smile
Being seperated with telepathy; we're silent, and understand each other's feelings
Reach out, my feelings, to where you are; connected to the future, the signal is a message of love
kono hiroi unabara koe
onaji toki wo sugoshite
kono omoi yokaze ni nose
hiza wo daku kimi ni todoke
Crossing the vast sea
Passing the same time
Putting my feelings on the night wind
Holding my knees, let them reach you
kimi ni aenakute mo daijoubu
sou, mae muki ni koto wo kangaeteru
hanaretete mo onaji sora no shita de sugoshiteru
sugu ni mata aeru
datte itsu mo bokura wa tsungatteru n da
It's alright, even if I can't be with you
That's right, I think positively
Even though we're apart, we're passing beneath the same sky
We'll see each other again soon
But we're always connected to one another
bokura wa itsu mo ishin denshin futari no kyori tsunagu terepashii
koi nante nana korobi ya oki yasashii kaze hora egao ni kaete
hanareteta tte ishin denshin damatteta tte wakaru kimochi
omoi yo todoke kimi no moto ni mirai ni tsunaideku shingou wa ai no messeeji
The distance between us is always bridged by telepathy
Love is getting up after a fall; look, the gentle wind is changing into a smile
Being seperated with telepathy; we're silent, and understand each other's feelings
Reach out, my feelings, to where you are; connected to the future, the signal is a message of love
How sweet. how nice. if only we all have that someone who understands us as though we had telepathy. oh well, we just cant have everything, can we? i for one, will just learn to be content with what i have now, and hope that 'she' will come along sooner or later. maybe later. i dunno. i've decided to post another song, but later. hana, by orange range i found that song rather sentimental, and rather touching. warming. it speaks to the me inside.
Its like a sacrificial love that goes unnoticed. but well, that might be just my own interpretation of the feel of the music. more than anything else. the lyrics arent that extreme of course.
Now i m feeling stressed to the limit. no slacking. work hard to the final stride, and perhaps, next semester or next 5 subjects could be free. on a scholarship. yeah. and that would save me precious thousands of ringgit. hopefully the end of this year i will get to follow my dad on his trip to reno, nevada for his business meeting. If i do get the chance to go, it will really be my first trip to somewhere on the northern hemisphere. I've been to the southern half of the globe, but that was when i was only 8, how could i remember much? nothing really left any impact. or most of it seems lost somehow. cant remember anything. ah. pathetic me.
wrapping up, i really thank her for trusting me, and accepting my painful honesty. I know, low EQ. that's just me. typical me. but really, thank you for chatting with me, for so long. i shouldnt continue, at least not when listening to tracks from the anime "beyond the clouds, the promised place".
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